The week has been crazy. Saturday with mom and Don (lunch, zoo, dinner). Sunday with Dad. Monday with Gram and Grandpa for lunch then Hubb's best freinds family for dinner. I should use today to get ready and do stuff I may not be able to do later this week due to my other grandfather's passing but now at 2pm I havent eaten and I just dont want to. I havent showered or eaten, but hubbs will bring me lunch when he is done with his errands. can I just say ugh? Thankfully I was finally able to cry because I sure as hell felt like a heartless bitch. I guess it is the not being used to having hubbs around or maybe the medication or even both I just wasnt able to until he left. ugh ok I must do something today. I think we are meeting up with friends soon but I dont want to. we will see.