Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Well the business is ready to go. I just need to get the tools together to actually work but I am officially in business in the state of Georgia. I need to get a client and a price structure and once I get going I can get start spening some money to get us off the ground.

I think I royally screwed up with Legion. I accidently sent the whole group an email saying I am sick of them. When in truth I am just sick of the childish way they act when they get together. It pisses me off, they can be so childish. It doesnt help that I am in a terrible mood and I bet that is why I was so vocal about my anger. It is probably hormones I just want to punch a freakin wall. Nothing seems to make me happy at the moment not my dogs or my husband or the shows I watch on Tuesdays. I am screaming inside. I bet it is a mixture of hormones (my first real menses in 4 or 5 years) and I am getting off my anti-depressants. Ugh I hate it when I am like this. But he tis my life. I hope I manage to get off these drugs and dont need to stay on them. I want to be normal again, but then again I was doing really well on the Lexapro except that my moods were so mellow I was barely even excited when hubbs came home. I hope I start to have emotions again even if PMS does affect me more.

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