Thursday, February 03, 2005

Ugh I am frustrated as all hell right now. I just want to work. I miss my old job. I liked seeing people everyday. I miss it I am done with my "vacation" but unfortunately I will be like this awhile longer.

Here is my rant:
Ugh I am soooo very frustrated. I am looking for work although I joke about it I tend to look for work everyday. If I am not looking I am trying to come up with new avenues. I am highly skilled and I have experience. I am even willing to take less than half I am accustomed to as I know I am no longer in San diego even though I know in San Diego I was grossly underpaid for my skillset. I am not asking much I am asking for more than I make on unemployment. So far I have not found ANYTHING in the field I am licsensed in. I did get one jaw drop when I laughed at how much I could have gotten at a job (it wasnt an interview) because it was less than my unemployment. Today some "manager" at a computer store who needed techs told me it was a longshot since I dont have certifications. Certifications in my mind are for people who dont have experience. In truth I hav some very poignant thoughts about people who have certs but I have no desire to offend anyone at this point. Techs look at my resume and say no certs and Finance people look at my resume and say she is a tech. Freakin A I know more about both than most people AND I am willing to pay my dues to a extent. grrrrrr I am just frustrated I know no one out here and have no clue how they hire since nothing I have done warrants an interview. Well except from the company that wanted me to sign a contract and fax them my SS card without speaking to me or answering my questions. Then when I get someone to answer them HE HASNT EVEN SEEN MY RESUME!!!!!!
*sob* I want to work I am good at what I do. Sh.it webby has never met me and she is a days drive away and she will hire me. Why cant these morons give me a chance. I feel like I am right back where I was 2 years ago when I got denied a good job because they thought I may not be able to handle a large monitor. AHHHH!!!!!
ok sorry /rantoff

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