why I shouldnt be home alone

I have a medical condition, one I do not talk about in specifics to even my closest friends, I can only think of 5 people who know. So today I was looking up support groups and didnt find much for local but I found an online group. There was a pinned story about pregnancy and the strength of these women just made me cry. Many men and women without children said don't do it but the stories of those who did and how wonderful they are, just made me cry. Many also said their disease was not passed on to their children which gives me so much hope. Not that I want kids now but the idea that I could but really shouldnt, made me very sad.

I did also call people about renting the house. I looked at 3 places and talked to 2 of them. They are all identical so now all I need to do is decide between my friends firm and the lady who sold us our house. I am getting references. If good it is leaning toward the friends firm because one of their references is a friend from Church.

WOOHOO!!! My nose started running I feel safe taking my sinus drugs for this damn headache

I need to go clean the kitchen

Lately the bad seems to outnumber the good

ok so I am deciding to write this all down. I am in hell Augusta is hell my one last safe bastion of peace was sullied by someone who chose the need to invade my personal space. Lets start at the beginning

Bad: a few weeks ago I learned they will be building a commercial development behind my house, I found out from the backhoe driver taring out the trees that were my fence.

Bad: This new orders system sucks ass

Bad: to finish school (Diploma in Computer Programming), I will have to basically go out of business, the classes I need are only offered from 10AM - 3PM

Bad: a class I really want to take and is important in the industry is at the same time as a class I am required to take.

Good: Java, the class I want, is taught by a teacher who sucks. They announced one of the best teachers will be teaching it at night in a couple quarters, I am willing to pay for it.

Bad: Mom calls panicked because stepdad is acting more off than usual. He ends up in the hospital again after I told her about the nurse care line.

Good: he was in one day, it was a combo of fever and dehydration.

Good: I am working constantly

Bad: I m working constantly

Good: hubbs and I celebrated 3 years of marriage. He planned a trip to get me away for a night. We were going to stay at a nice hotel, get massages and go to the ATL Aquarium.

Bad: cellphone fried.

Good: cellphone under warranty and I still had my old cell.

Bad: hotel computer system screwed up, we didn't go to the aquarium.

Good: we rolled with it and still had a good time.

Good: Stressful out of the ordinary church service went well

Bad: someone at church went into my purse and stole my digi camera, leaving the camera bag.

Good: the church will replace it but I feel bad about that however i cannot afford to replace it. It was a nice camera my mom bought me and hubbs for all the help while stepdad was sick.

Good: I have a wonderful husband that loves me and I love him

The quarter is ending so I have a ton of shit to get done including a number of programs to write.

Oh yeah and we still have no clue where we are going and what hubbs will be doing next